When Smiles Never Stop

I was so depressed.
So down in my sleep.
The man haunted me.
The man was in me.

But then one day,
all I did was smile.
My touch was back.
I had a touch of love again.

One man had once said I love you to me,
and it was a lie.
Now another one will say it to me,
and it will be the truth.

I am with another man now,
and even though we haven’t said
the 3 words to each other yet,
I know it is true.
No more lies.

There shall be nothing to hide.
I promise that to him.
And he will promise to me also.
It is a gift of command.

When you think you can not love again,
and all hope are gone,
do not give up.
For I almost was dead.

I just wanted the pain to end.
I wanted all the world to say goodbye to me.
But I did not give up.
I stayed, and hope has gained.

I know there are ones out there,
whom think their lives are nothing but dreams,
but please do not give up,
for soon you will be writing a letter like me.

All it takes is a man.
A man to hold you tight.
But do not go for just anyone,
find one who loves you.

That guy will hold you,
and when he touches you,
you go numb again.
Say his name, and you are made.

Love him deeply,
love him with thought,
I love this one,
I think, no, I know.

He will not hurt me,
for somehow I know.
But the one did, others tell me.
Yes I know.

Yes I know, he hurt me when I thought no else thing,
but this man is different.
He is not as violent as the other.
He is calm and peaceful, and loving at heart.

We have same the personality,
and have problems growing off trees.
But I don’t care anymore.
For I want a social life.

So I shall get it.
And when I smiled and laughed on the phone to my father,
he said he loved me,
And I knew it was true.

For he stayed and listened to me,
he said he loved just to hear me laugh again.
He told me he had not heard it for awhile now.
I just smiled and laughed.

For there are many out there whom love you,
and love you for whom you are,
and when you find them,
you will know.

For somehow,
God will tell you.
And you will know,
just when the guy is found.

The guy or girl of your life is waiting for you.