What If?

What if,
My heart stopped
Beating?
Would you
Care? Would
You cry or regret
The things you
Never said?

What if,
I died tonight
Because of
Me?
Would you
Wish you
Were there to
Stop me? Would
You wonder
If I cared
About anyone?
Would you hate
Me because
I killed myself?

What if,
I told you that
I hate you?
Would you
Be hurt by it?
Or feel relief
Because you
Felt the same?

What if,
I never talked
To you again?
Would you
Worry about me?
Would you wonder
Where I was?
Would you smile
Because I was gone
And you wanted me dead?

What if,
I said that
You are important
To me?
Would you run away?
Would you smile
And say that you care?
Would you shrug
Your shoulders
Because you honestly
Don’t care?

What if,
I said 3 little
Words that made
Me crazy?
And you couldn’t
Run away?
What would you do then?