What If You Entered My Mind?

If someone where to enter my mind
There would be no way out
Death would catch them by the feet
And slam them to the ground
Then strangle their throats
And force their brains to explode
Torture them
Until the last drop of blood seeps out from their body

Anyone who ever wished to see into my mind
Darkness would engulf their thoughts
No one know what its like
To be afraid of their own self
Constantly making sure they don’t hurt themselves
Constantly making sure temptation
Does not get the best of them

No one would ever want to be me
No one could withstand the pain
The despair
The loss of hope

Falling down a black hole
Never a change of getting out
Once death enters the soul
It never leaves it along
It waits there
Until the right moment
When it will seize the body
And tear it apart piece by piece

Until the eyes fall back into its head
The bones crumble together
And the shriveled dead skin lies on those ruins
The heart smacks down on the floor
And explodes
The blood staining the white stone floor
Then everything goes up in flame
The fire offering salvation to the broken body
Escape from the struggle of life on earth

Always followed by temptation
Always followed by evil
Once nothing is left
Everything ruses back
The suffering enters the mind
Never leaves it alone

The body could be lifeless
The bones could be broken
The blood could be dried up
But the mind
The mind can never die
Since the mind can never die
Pain can still survive and hurt even more

If you were to enter my mind
You would be trapped forever
With death holding you down
Never releasing his grip

Torturing you until you actually asked death to take your life
Wishing my mind wasn’t like this
Cursing me for tricking you into my dark place
Cursing me for all I have meant to do to you

Who am I to ask you to go there?