What If?

Childhood…
It my fault you see
It’s my fault she was raped
All because of me
I sat in the corner and did sh*t
It’s my fault
I can’t believe it happened
To her
Because of me
He should have used me
I was older
She was only four
I was eight
So when you ask what’s wrong with me
There’s why I have so many blank stares
Because of the flash backs of that
And it scares me
What if he comes back for me
What if
What if every thing turns the same way again
If Kate and him get back together
What if the abuse starts again
What is I start cutting again what if what if
Someone tell me please

By jess wroble
Published: 12/28/2006
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