What I Left Behind

Remember me at the dead of night,
Remember me as your guiding light,
All I can ask is that you remember me.

Talk to me like we used to,
Talk to me as if I’m beside you,
Talk to me as if nothing as changed.

I wish you could hold me when you are lonely,
I wish you could hold me as if I were your one and only,
I wish you could hold me when you get old,
I wish you could hold me when you get cold.

I’m sorry I left you through my moment of weakness,
But I was going through a time of distress,
And I felt that no one understood me,
I couldn’t believe how stupid I could be.

All I ask is that you remember me,
All I ask is that you remember the good times,
I know it will be painful and I know it will be hard,
But please remember me.

I know I’m gone and I’ve left nothing behind,
I’m sorry but I was stuck with such a tormented mind,
But although you can't see me I watch you every day,
I listen to how you feel and what you have to say.

I hate sitting there and watching you cry,
And there’s nothing I can do but fall back and stand by,
I’m sorry, so sorry, I wish I could change what’s happened,
I’m sorry that I left you,
I’m sorry that there’s nothing I can do,
But honestly what are my sorries worth now?