What Have I Become?

What am I....

This Confused
Struggling drift comes creeping up on me.

This Angered
Antagonist feeling clenching my fists.

This Mentally
Disabled brain destructing.

This Broken
Path leads to no where.

This Faint
Future lurking somewhere I am unable to reach.

This Inert
Soul still dwelling

This Shiny
Silver blade resting on my arms...
Ripping away this Confused, Angered, Mentally, Broken, Faint, Inert being.