What Did I Do?

I give up
It's been almost a month
So much for pure luck
I have failed

I tried so hard
I thought I was close
Then when I opened my eyes, close was too far
I was still down further than I could imagine

It was 3 months exact
Whatever happened?
Did you change?
Or was it all my fault?

Trapped in the dark
All alone
I wish and pray that you will find me
But no light will ever be shone

That stupid star I kept wishing on lied
It told me that you were my forever
You changed its mind and made me cry
Forever turned out to be never

I try not to stare
But it's just too hard
Your sweet smile
And your addicting smile

I watch from a far
You act like everything is perfect
Maybe for you it is, but all I have are scars
And the broken pieces

I can't help but think... do you still care?
Do you miss everything we used to share?
Was this all a game to you?
Congrats, you win

All I remember is that I loved you
You told me I was everything
You said you would do anything to hurt me
I guess everything about you was a lie

Questions haunt me
I see your smile in my dreams, your missed
I can't get you outta my head
What did I ever do to deserve this?
Love you?