Wasn't Meant 2 Be

Laying there with no hope in your hands making everything that comes around you a difficult place... I lay there and think about all the lies and all the things they kept from me.... I lay and cry about what they kept from me for fourteen years .... I hate that I had to figure it out myself... laying there with tear drops landing in the shoulders of my love... I lay there and scream about everything that has happen to me....I lay there and look at her screaming at me with those eyes... and in the inside I'm laughing because I know what she kept from me but she doesn't know that I know... I will wait until the day I lay in rest 6ft. Under ground for her to cry on my tomb and tell me she's sorry for never telling me the truth...... laying there in a cup of lies will always be in my world..... it wasn't meant 2 be told....