Want To Be By Myself

I cannot breathe
But I remain to live
I am tired of all this
I want to go home
And be by myself, all alone.

What I want,
Is too much to ask
What I do is too little,
And I want more.

Throbbing headache
Sobbing heart
Lonely soul
Dying spirit
Useless body
Messed up mind
Blind eyes.