Violent Sorrow - Chapter 6 (Night of the Soccer Match)

When I tried to look at the moon, that's when I saw it. A black crow with a pair of wild eyes. Why, I wonder? This crow suddenly became very important to me.
I put some rice on a plate. "You're the one who ate my dinner, right? Do you want more? Was that why you came back?" I asked. I suddenly felt I must be out of my mind. Talking to a bird like it'll understand me.

I put the plate on the table. The crow flew in and ate the rice. I stared at it.
"Ugh... I'm definitely crazy," I sighed. I sat on the chair. I rested my arms on the table. I watched the crow until it had finished eating. We looked into each other's eyes.
"Mind if I hold you?" I asked. This crow was a strange one. It didn't fly away when I tried to hold it. In fact, it came closer to me. I said to it, "Good girl... Juliet." I gave it a new name.

Juliet was a beautiful black crow. Its feathers were so soft. I spent my whole day with her. When it's dinner, I purposely didn't eat some of my rice and gave an excuse that I'm full to my parents. I gave the leftover to Juliet secretly.
I entered my room. I read my book about a horror story. "And that tomorrow, the time comes," I said to myself.

The night of the soccer match had come. The same as that day, I wore black. Black jacket, t-shirt, tights and sneakers. I wore the hood on. I sneaked out of my house.
I waited in front of Dany's house pretending as a stranger. I hid my face in the shadow so that he wouldn't notice me. Adeline arrived and both of them walked together alongside the street. I quietly followed them.
Passing by some beautiful trees, I heard a crow. I stopped to look at it. Those eyes were as wild as usual. As you know, it's Juliet. Now I see. She's also following us by flying from one tree to another.

"Hey, Dany. That black girl behind us seems to be following us," Adeline said. I tried to calm down after I heard it. They stopped walking but I continued pretended to be a customer of a chocolate shop nearby. I saw them walking away.
I sniffed the air. I smelt something delicious. How gorgeous it was when I looked at it. It's my favorite milk chocolate. I went out of the shop with some chocolates in the plastic bag. I heard Juliet again. She flew on my hand. "Later, Juliet. Not now," I said.

Finally, we're at the stadium. I didn't get in because I didn't have any tickets. In fact, I waited outside. I sat down and leaned against the wall.
I gave Juliet a few chocolates. Hmm... so sad. They're so happy together. Dany told his secrets to Adeline that he never shares with me. I ate my chocolate. I'm sleepy. I kept nodding my head. My eyes were blinking. I didn't realize there's a café nearby. I fell asleep.

I gasped. I realized I had wake up in the middle of the forest with leafless trees. The moon was shining brilliantly in the sky. I heard a voice I'm familiar with, "You've wake up, Violet?" It's my own voice! I saw the other me in a black robe with a bloody pole in her left hand. I heard a crow. It flew onto her shoulder. If there was a crow, and me of course it'll be Juliet.

"Who are you?" I asked even though I already knew the answer. She smiled as she walked to me who was still sitting on the ground. She replied, "The answer is obvious. I'm you. Only, I'm the future you!" She pointed at me with an evil smile.
"There's no way you're me!" I shouted angrily. She said with cruelty, "Oh, really?" She raised her pole high in the air with blood slid down on it. I knew she wanted to kill with that. "Noo!!" I screamed.

I opened my eyes widely because I felt scared of what I dreamt. Then, I saw Dany and Adeline at the café. So the match was over. What... what was Adeline doing? She held Dany's hand but he's laughing. Does he really have feelings for me? There's a narrow path besides the building. "...and she's totally surprise," Adeline said. They laughed together.
I followed them to Adeline's house when Dany sent her home. She closed the door. How lucky I was she didn't lock it. I went in quietly. All lights had been turned off. I followed her to her room at a fixed distance. After she changed her clothes, she went to the kitchen to drink a glass of water.

When she got back to her room and locked the door, I was already on her bed with a smile. She was very shocked. I still had my hood on. I walked to her slowly. "W - who are you? Don't take a single step anymore. I know how to fight," she said cowardly.
I pushed her to the wall and squeezed her neck. I threw her to the floor.
"It's you, Violet!" She saw my face. I grabbed her neck. I hit her head on the bed's metal pole. "Who's the one that lose now?" I said. She cried painfully.