Vampire Kisses 4

I don't want her to die. I want her with me for all time. It's just I feel bad. I could not even imagine how I would have felt if she had died that day. I had to bring her to my world. She had to be my mate. I just can not go on living without her. It's just I have now changed her forever. Her soul is now possessed. Lost in the undecided until judgement day. The undecided is a trapped world. Your soul is neither in heaven nor hell. The undecided stays closed so that no soul escapes. Judgement day is the day heaven and hell goes to war. When god dam all evil, he judges every single soul in the undecided. He will either dam you to hell or see a reason to bring you with him. But for now you’re a heartless beast. Full of black thick blood. You’re cold, like death. No friends, just people of your kind. And even then they can't be trusted. You’re no longer god’s creation, but you’re not really a demon. Just something waiting. Waiting to be judged.

Everyday I wonder, wonder what's it like to be human. Something I have never been. You see I was born to the first generation of vampires. Which makes me part of the strongest generation. Pure blooded. My oldest relative told me stories of her days of being the first. So old but yet still have the face of a 19-year-old with the body to match. Her name is Elizabeth. She's my grandmother. The story of how she changed was amazing. Her mother was dying of aids, since there is no cure she had lost hope of trying to save her. She had read up on the Internet about these to books. They were called tyewa good, and tyewa bad. One was suppose to bring forth a good spirit and one was suppose to bring forth a bad one. She had ordered them; and when they had gotten to her a red eyed woman was on the front cover of one, and a green-eyed woman on the other. But it didn’t say which one was which. They both looked identical. So she knew she had to take a guess. She chose the book that had the woman with the green eyes not knowing that was the wrong one. She opened the book, and with one swift motion everything around her had went dark. This woman appeared out of no where. The woman was beautiful. With her long black hair and green eyes. She wore a black robe and black lipstick. Before Elizabeth could even speak, the green-eyed woman promised to make her mother well, but had to give up her soul, so that it could roam free in the undecided. She did not no what that meant for her but she would have done anything to save her sick mother. The woman laughed. Her eyes had changed from green to a jet black. Elizabeth did not say a thing. She was to scared. She knew right then she had picked up the wrong book, and had been tricked by something evil. She felt her body growing weak, she was getting cold, Her teeth grew longer, Her nails, Her heart stopped. She dropped to the floor. She lay there, feeling everything that she had ever treasured leaving her. Her thoughts, Her love, Her sadness, Draining. Leaving nothing, but evil, cold hearted, hungry. The room started to spin, Her eyes started to burn, she was cold, and there was know one there to hold her. She cried. It hurt, the woman stood over top of her smiling. Laughing. Then, all went dark.

She woke up with a headache. She got up off of the floor and walked over to the mirror. Her eyes were crystal grey, no longer dark brown. Her chest wasn't moving; Her hair was jet black, And long and strait. She was gorgeous. Her body was petite with curves in the right places. She smiled; her teeth were pearly white. Her light skin glowed. She looked exotic. She looked at her hands, Her Middle finger had a ring on it, Nothing she new she owned. When she decided to take it off her body fell weak. She dropped right to the floor. She hurried and put it back on.
She picked up the phone to call her mom. But found out from her cousin that she was dead. If she could cry she would have. But no tears rolled down her cheeks. She did not even get a chance to attend her mom's funeral. She had run away. She never told me how she met my grandfather. They never talk about it. I do know that he was once a human, and that she gave him the kiss of life and she shared her blood with him, so that he could remain her mate forever. But other than that I no nothing. Either way I love them both. And they have been through a lot I no. Secrets that my own parents don't know about. Questions that have remained unanswered. Like how other vampire's existed if were the first. Or how come they don't have the ring that gives them the ability to walk in daylight. My Grandparents no. They were there.
But yet every time, every time I say anything about the past, other than my grandma's story. They always say for every vampire that is born from our generation, So is there ring, They must where it at all times. It makes them immortal until judgement day. But if someone shall take it off you’re as mortal as any human and he or she shall have all of your power...