Unsure.... The Goodbyes
Lucy is determined to try to change her mother and father's mind. Will she succeed? Or will she fail miserably and be forced against her will to move to the horrid LA? *Hey you guys I just wanna warn you that I am typing rally fast an if there are typos please don't judge me TY*
It has been a week since my parents set off the bomb. The house is almost ready for the move we just have to move everything into the mover's truck. We leave on Monday. And sadly today is Sunday. I looked at my watch. 8:30 pm. Great. Only less than twenty four hours to go and I still haven't told my friends the bad news. I only have so much time to change the future. Maybe if I convince my parents not to move I won't have to bare the goodbyes. I looked at my empty room. The only thing that was left was me and my memories. I remembered all the sneaking out I did just to go to parties, see my friend, and make out with my man. I looked around my room but something small in a corner caught my attention. I walked over to the corner where my dresser used to be. It was my boo boo bunny, Kelsy. Kelsy is my childhood stuffed animal. Every time I was about to cry as a little girl I would run to boo boo bunny and hug her so tight the seems almost came undone.
Every time I hugged Kelsy, she had the power to make me feel better and stop crying when no one else could. Kelsy was given to my great grammy before she died. When I was a young baby my great grammy was the only one who could calm me down, etc. But she gave me Kelsy before she died. She said "This was my boo boo bunny when I was a girl. I would like you, Lucy to have it." and then Grammy died. I guess some of grammy's power rubbed off on Kelsy. I gazed at the tattered old thing. There was so much dirt on the poor thing. The stuffing was pouring out. I would take this thing everything when I was a child. It was my only memory of grammy. When I was twelve I thought I lost Kelsy. And I was never the same. I was unstoppable when I sobbed, and when something bad happened to me I would just cry myself to sleep. I sighed and looked out my window, It reminded me when Darrin and I had our first kiss when I was 16 in this very room.
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He was tapping stones against my window, I hardly noticed at the time but I ended up opening it, and there he was on the floor with pebbles in his hand.
"Lucy! Hand me a rope so I can come up there!"
I always had a rope hidden in my closet for when I sneak out at times so I dug through my closet and found the rope. I threw it down the window and helped him up. He looked so sweaty and his wet bangs kissed his eyebrows. I always loved it when he would gracefully caress them out of his beautiful sea blue eyes. I was always swimming in them like no tomorrow. When he got up we started listening to slow songs and started slow dancing. I absolutely felt like I was in heaven and walking on air. I remember I couldn't stop smiling that whole night. And that night was so perfect he even said the most magical words every girl dreams of when they are little. He said them so gently and certainly. I loved it. When we were dancing to my favorite slow song he slowly leaned to whisper in my ear:
"Lucy Heather, The first time I saw you I knew it was true. I absolutely and will always unconditionally, Love you forever. Lucy, I Love You."
And without further ado he leaned out and took a good look at my shoked face, and kissed me. I remember the kiss being so gentle, yet so sweet, yet filled with so much passion I could've died right then and there. I didn't want the moment to end but he pulled away slowly, studying my shocked lovely dovey face. He smiled and said "I love you" A million times. When he left I grabbed his hand and smiled I whispered just loued enough for him to hear.
"I love you too, Darrin, Forever and Always." He smiled the grandest smile I've ever seen and left. It was ironic because "Forever and Always by Taylor Swift" came on at that very moment.
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I entered back into reality remembering what time I am in and where I am at. I glimpsed at Kelsy and back at the empty room. I sighed and wandered back downstairs quietly.
Every time I hugged Kelsy, she had the power to make me feel better and stop crying when no one else could. Kelsy was given to my great grammy before she died. When I was a young baby my great grammy was the only one who could calm me down, etc. But she gave me Kelsy before she died. She said "This was my boo boo bunny when I was a girl. I would like you, Lucy to have it." and then Grammy died. I guess some of grammy's power rubbed off on Kelsy. I gazed at the tattered old thing. There was so much dirt on the poor thing. The stuffing was pouring out. I would take this thing everything when I was a child. It was my only memory of grammy. When I was twelve I thought I lost Kelsy. And I was never the same. I was unstoppable when I sobbed, and when something bad happened to me I would just cry myself to sleep. I sighed and looked out my window, It reminded me when Darrin and I had our first kiss when I was 16 in this very room.
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He was tapping stones against my window, I hardly noticed at the time but I ended up opening it, and there he was on the floor with pebbles in his hand.
"Lucy! Hand me a rope so I can come up there!"
I always had a rope hidden in my closet for when I sneak out at times so I dug through my closet and found the rope. I threw it down the window and helped him up. He looked so sweaty and his wet bangs kissed his eyebrows. I always loved it when he would gracefully caress them out of his beautiful sea blue eyes. I was always swimming in them like no tomorrow. When he got up we started listening to slow songs and started slow dancing. I absolutely felt like I was in heaven and walking on air. I remember I couldn't stop smiling that whole night. And that night was so perfect he even said the most magical words every girl dreams of when they are little. He said them so gently and certainly. I loved it. When we were dancing to my favorite slow song he slowly leaned to whisper in my ear:
"Lucy Heather, The first time I saw you I knew it was true. I absolutely and will always unconditionally, Love you forever. Lucy, I Love You."
And without further ado he leaned out and took a good look at my shoked face, and kissed me. I remember the kiss being so gentle, yet so sweet, yet filled with so much passion I could've died right then and there. I didn't want the moment to end but he pulled away slowly, studying my shocked lovely dovey face. He smiled and said "I love you" A million times. When he left I grabbed his hand and smiled I whispered just loued enough for him to hear.
"I love you too, Darrin, Forever and Always." He smiled the grandest smile I've ever seen and left. It was ironic because "Forever and Always by Taylor Swift" came on at that very moment.
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I entered back into reality remembering what time I am in and where I am at. I glimpsed at Kelsy and back at the empty room. I sighed and wandered back downstairs quietly.
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