Unseen and Alone

I am invisible but you can see me. You look at me and through me both at once. I wish I was invisible then there would be a reason to not be noticed. There is a difference in the way I look and you notice, But after the day is over I am once again unseen. I just want to scream for your attention, love seems as though it is unattainable for me. I am disturbed by the fact I will always be alone and only you can change it. The more I try the more transparent I feel. I ignore you and I feel bad. A glance is all I get a smile is what I hope for. You give me a smile I want you in my arms. But I am invisible and you can see me, I am transparent to your gaze and I can't change it. I miss you when your around me, the feeling won't go away. I am alone, but you are with me. I am transparent, but you can see me. This is my limbo I am trapped I sway from side to side but always end up back in the middle. I will always be alone, forced to see those who cannot see me. I want to disappear. They won't notice me gone. I was alone, I was invisible. I must completely change. I must be a new person. We won't be alone. You will see me. We will live and love. I won't be alone you will be with me. I will be seen, for you will see me.