The Unknown
Just how I feel…
My pain, sadness, confusion, and my hatred of those who hurt me and take advantage of me, the 15,000 tears I cry each night, and my emptiness in my heart. My heart stuck between light and darkness, I’m screaming and bleeding inside, how long will it be until I reach the bottom, I’m going under. My thoughts from my heart and my mind are confusing my soul, making it hard for me to trust myself. I have a wing of a demon and a wing of an angel fighting for the position of my body arguing constantly with collected facts from the evidence dug up from my graveyard in my head containing my past that creates my future. That argument created a bond making me part of light and dark, making me a dark angel along with a demon inside of my heart, a ghost in a shell.
The demon lurking inside of me was placed in my heart having to be sealed with restraints inside of my heart so it won’t escape its cell. Darkness placed it in me in a bargain for half of my body with the light. This demon in me created is from my mother's death when I was little, from rage, and hatred making me scared with a curse. It has appeared before in reality and that's something that I’m afraid of happening again. If u witnessed it you would be terrified by the horrors and nightmares it can create.
I first heard pulsations from my heart beating loudly as if it was a sonic wave, the temperature from my body increases with a sign of control once so ever. Tears falling non-stop, my body shaking intensely by trying to stop the deadly virus from consuming my body. My gums start to bleed as I start to clench my teeth, I sweat from rage, the memories of the bad from my past. Gripping my chest tightly trying to hold back the demon from coming to reality, my body in flames, being interrogated with hatred, with no self control.
My eyes become pitch black, filled with eternal darkness while yelling in pain and grief. I'm arguing with myself in my mind, trying to get the key to lock up this monster that I’ve become gaining the need for bloodshed and pain from my enemies!
The demon lurking inside of me was placed in my heart having to be sealed with restraints inside of my heart so it won’t escape its cell. Darkness placed it in me in a bargain for half of my body with the light. This demon in me created is from my mother's death when I was little, from rage, and hatred making me scared with a curse. It has appeared before in reality and that's something that I’m afraid of happening again. If u witnessed it you would be terrified by the horrors and nightmares it can create.
I first heard pulsations from my heart beating loudly as if it was a sonic wave, the temperature from my body increases with a sign of control once so ever. Tears falling non-stop, my body shaking intensely by trying to stop the deadly virus from consuming my body. My gums start to bleed as I start to clench my teeth, I sweat from rage, the memories of the bad from my past. Gripping my chest tightly trying to hold back the demon from coming to reality, my body in flames, being interrogated with hatred, with no self control.
My eyes become pitch black, filled with eternal darkness while yelling in pain and grief. I'm arguing with myself in my mind, trying to get the key to lock up this monster that I’ve become gaining the need for bloodshed and pain from my enemies!
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