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How could he do that to me? I was hoping for things to change. I was starting to develop feelings for him and he did this to me. I never felt so heartbroken in my life. I started crying...tears for everything that wrong in my life. Tears when my best friend died, leaving me Jamie. Don’t get me wrong, I love Jamie, a lot. It’s just; my life right now is so confusing. I hate everything that happened with me. I hate it for people who get into forced marriages to support others, I hate it when others boss you around, and I hate it when others make you do something that you absolutely don’t want to. I started crying even harder. I grabbed my pillow and hugged it real tight. Tomorrow was going to be a new day. I would try my hardest to stop thinking about Alex and what he did to me, and act all normal. Was it possible though? I don’t know I might just break down and start crying in front of him and tell him that he’s the worst person ever, and that I can’t stand people like him. How I wish I was 18, then I would be able to leave. Pack up Jamie’s and my things and leave him - alone. The way I am feeling right now, I couldn’t care less about Alex. I wish life was different.

I open my eyes, its morning. For some unknown reason my heart started racing within me. I knew that Alex would be getting up soon and I didn’t want to see him. I faster got up and went into Jamie’s room. Ah, my sweet little boy was sleeping - peacefully. I sat down on the floor and started thinking on what to do. Deep in thought I heard a door open. I clung unto my pillow even harder, my heart beating so fast, I was just so afraid. I knew it, Alex he woke up. I stood up. I’m not going to let my fear get me and show my weakness to him. I won’t. Just as I was about to open the door something stops me. I was just too afraid I guess. As I stood there, the door opens and Alex walks in. I look at him - ah, he was so gorgeous, he was so - …wait what the? He ruined me...I got so mad and without even caring I slapped him as hard as I could across his face. He stood there silently, watching me. He let me hit him. I looked into his eyes, there was regret. I felt a wave of something go through me - a wave of sadness. But I just couldn’t let him off easily, especially after what he’s done to me. I wanted to continue on hurting him, but would it do me any good if I hurt him? I just stood there looking at him and he was standing watching me.
I started leaving the room, "I have to go."

He wouldn’t let me pass.

"LET ME GO THROUGH PLEASE!" I said the words with venom.

He still wouldn’t. I started getting frustrated with him, "LET ME GO!" I told him again.

"No! Not until I get a chance to talk with you."

I looked at him; oh I so didn’t want to talk to him. I just wanted to slap him again and leave him.

"Talk to yourself." I told him and started leaving.

But this time he grabbed me by my waist... he pinned me to the wall and looked into my eyes, "I have to talk with you."

"Let me go!!" I said through clenched teeth.

His face got closer, he was just so beautiful, wait no - I can’t be thinking about this. I have to stay focus, stay focus. I kept on repeating in my mind. There was no way I was going to let him get through me.

"Why won’t you talk with me?"

"Because I don’t want to and you’re not going to make me."

"Oh really?" He started to bend down closer.

I could hear my heart pound within my chest as he got closer and closer …