Uncontrolled Heart

She loves her best friend boyfriend
She can't say a word
She loves her best friend
She couldn't just say the words & break her heart
She loves the guy
She thinks of him day & night
She's screwed & destroyed by his love
She wishes 2 hold his hand
She wishes 2 hold him tight
Walk with him on the beach the way he does with her friend
Talking 2 him not just as a friend
She's dying inside
Feeling miserable inside
But what could she do… she loves her friend
She can't just hurt her
She still running through a cycle
Cycle of life…
Tells her that this life is not fair
She knows she's mistaken
But it could it be her fault
The heart is uncontrolled
She didn't choose the one to love…
Her heart did….
& so she needs to rib it out…
To get him out of her mind
All of this because of her uncontrolled heart…