Ugly Is My Synonym

After the words in "A" follows "B".
Flipping through "B" you will find me!
Cute five alphabets spell me, beauty.
Most of my dictionary friends call me hoity toity!
Please, I hate to be called that.
I am ever friendly and very pleasant.
Simple and naïve am I, please believe.
Man’s definitions about me, kindly disbelieve.
Each one’s vocabulary holds me in different way.
But, all is not true of what they say.
Sometimes, I love to be a scamp!
I detest to be associated with a vamp.
I am beyond face and figure.
Who have understood me are very meager?!
I am not a feast only to the eyes.
If you could, will find me in a block of ice!
Roving eyes of voyeur derogates me.
Heart, mind and soul are my respected three.
This trio never interprets me wrong.
In their praise I always sing along.
By dictionary, ugly is termed my antonym.
In actuality, it is my synonym!
My portrait is tainted and discolored by shallow palate.
My distortion and disfigurement have no words to narrate.
I seek my real and true meaning’s recognition.
Will you all help by joining me in this expedition??