Two Words I'm Too Scared To Say

You had her on the bed,
I thought she was dead,
My eyes red,
I cried instead,
Locked outside,
Door slammed in my face,
I could hear her screaming,
What a waist,
I was shocked my body was shaking,
I couldn't get in,
My heart was breaking with every cry,
Then silence,
I thought she was dead,
I was so scared,
My heart stopped beating,
I was shore in my head,
I was ready to kill you,
How could you be such a monster,
You think you’re a saint,
You've got the devil inside,
Which you hide,
I shall not forgive nor shall i forget,
I fear that will be me soon,
I've been torched enough just by seeing you fight,
I thought one would end up dead,
Oh what a fright,
I want it to be over,
I've always hated you and now i will never be sober,
You're not my dad,
If you were you wouldn't have done that to me,
You make me scream and cry so much it hurts,
Why can't you see,
When I was only a little girl,
You are so mean,
It's going to get you back,
You hurt my mum you hurt me,
Don't tell me that you care after all these years you ass,
F*ck you two words I’m to scared to say,
With a bullet to you're head BANG you're better of dead.