Tumor In My Head

In the darkened part of the year 2004, my life changed within a moments notice
You think it will never happen to you, as the doctor stands at the end of your bed
His spoken words I will never forget, you have a tumor in your head and it must come out so I went into the darkness
Nov 12, 2004 I slept peacefully and God stood by my bed, he will never forsake me and healed my illness with a touch of his hand
Seven hours went by, without knowledge I lye sleeping as the tumor was removed from my head
I awaken later on that day, but something was wrong, I lost several years of my life that was gone from my head
Trying desperately to remember what was lost, but the damage was done and all was lost
As I began to travel on with my life, struggle is the word I describe at best, tears I cry for the loss
Living alone in my shell, uncertainty and forgetfulness has now become a part of my life past, present and what will happen next
I am strong, I am a survivor, I am women who has a desires for life no matter the test
I am not the reason, God knows best and without his power of divine love, he is the reason why I am blessed
God's promise, for he will never leave you, nor forsake you and lives within me
So down the road I shall travel and see where life takes me, but I will never be alone for God is the one who carried me through the storm