Trying

Trying to forget you…
Trying to move on without thinking of you…
You hunt my mind...
Day & night…

You're tearing me apart …
Leave me alone…
I beg you leave my mind…
I'm falling apart…

I miss talking to you…
I miss the sound of your voice…
I miss everything in you…

It's hard to hide my love from you…
Why can't you see!!
This girl has given you everything you need!!
Why can't you see this broken girl is me!!

All I'm asking you
Is to turn around & see…
That I'm right here…
Waiting for you to rescue me…

Here I am...
Writing for you…
But you never have the chance to read…
How much I love you…

What can I do else?!
To show you!!
It's hard…
I can't tell you…
How much you mean to me

My heart fears rejection...
Tel me!!
Have I been imagining you!!
Imagining you to be mine!!

How hard could it be more!!
Watching you from far…
You tell me about the girl you love!!
& not noticing that it's me who has given you her heart

But I'm still watching…
Hoping & praying…
That you would see…

It's me who's holding her hand to you…
Her heart in her palms…
Offering you to take it
The girl who's your name written in her heart

Still….
I'll be standing behind you…
So if you once decided to turn around…

You'll find me…
With huge smile …
& the words "I love you"