Truth Hurts

~Love comes at a time when it’s not expected, and it remains there even when it’s not appreciated. ~

Being in love with your own husband didn’t seem so wise when he was in love with someone else all along. Your marriage didn’t happen in a good condition. He was practically forced to marry you. Though it was the same for you, you couldn’t help but fall for him…

In your weeding night, he makes it clear that he is in love with someone else and he can never love you. Even when you know the truth, you still can’t stop love from entering your heart.

You love him, but he loves someone else.

She has everything that you lack. Your husband lives in the same house with you, yet you know that it’s someone else who clouds his mind and dreams. You hoped that someday he will open his eyes and see you, but no such thing happens. You pray to God every day and in the morning you wake up with a renewed hope which is all but destroyed at the end of the day. Your hopes are all shattered when you see your only love with someone else.

He gives you money, clothes, all the necessities that you need or desire; but that’s not what you want. The only thing that you want is for him to see you just as you are and for him to love you, accept you.

Your heart screams his name……
Yet he doesn’t listen to you………
Your breathe stops every time he looks at you, but he doesn’t seem to notice….
You shiver when he just barely touches you; (He thinks it’s because of cold)
You care for him, and love him
But he thinks it’s just a genuine friendship….

What can you do when he just doesn’t notice you?
What can you say to him when he doesn’t even look at you?
You are practically invisible to him….
He just doesn’t see you….

The only way left is to leave him….

To let him be happy in his own world…. Pray for him and cherish him.

If he can’t be yours, there is no point in being with him.

If he doesn’t see you,
There is no point in trying to impress him.
If he doesn’t see your love,
There is no point in wanting him.
If he doesn’t love you,
There is no point in being with him.

Even when it’s ripping your heart and killing you, you have to leave him. Leaving him and his world, and going far away from him…. You are trying to forget him, but at the corner of your mind, you are still hoping that someday he will see….

Someday he will see that you are the one who loves him…
Someday he will see that you are the one that was made for him….

But what if he never realizes that………
What if he doesn’t want you in this life?
What will you do when your hopes are shattered for the second time? Second time being worse than the first…

For the good of everyone, and because of the fear of rejection, you leave him……..

Maybe this was never meant to be…. No matter how much you need him, it could be that he can never be yours…. Like he said, he can never love you.
Maybe you just don’t deserve his love….

What else is there to do?

Die in agony by seeing him love someone else? Or die by being away from him, by missing him?

Maybe some love is never meant to be….
Maybe some pain is never meant to heal….
Maybe some guys are never meant to see……

Maybe the only way isn’t the only way…..

What else can you do when you love him so much and he doesn’t love you?