Trapped in this Cycle- Winter and Fall

Tired of this cycle- Winter and Fall- the rain drops keep pouring; the snow still falls. I disappear in the wind; the leaves crumple beneath my feet. Anything I place my hands on withers- deep within I weep. You said you’d come- your not here- lost and alone; deceived by the shadows of fear. Cover myself in darkness- try and run from the pain. All this hurt locked up inside drives me constantly insane. The tears flow easy now- I’m broken but unhurt. Intertwined within my heart are the thorns of your lies- but it seems I couldn’t go on with out the pain- in this life I cant survive. Kiss me once more with the sweetness of you lies- cover me once more again-I hide the pain deep inside. Take this last breath its so sweet to taste this fear for a minute there I felt like spring was coming; my summer was almost near but……. I’m trapped with in this cycle of Winter and Fall the rain drops keep pouring- the snow still falls.