Too Hard

A little short and choppy. It's exactly how I wanted it to be.

It’s hard to speak.
I can’t.
My brain freezes.
I hear people.
I hear voices.
Their voices.
Their words.
I shiver.
I’m cold.
Very cold.
Scared. Afraid.
Their eyes stare.
Still.
Silence.
Whispers.
Talking.
Giggling.
Laughing.
Yelling.
Screaming.
I choke.
I mutter.
Choking.
Can’t breathe.
Struggling.
Done.

I’m not crazy, I swear.