Too Far from the Real Me

I made too many mistakes to turn back
I lost all I had, I lost my heart
I'm broken but I refuse to show it anymore.

I feel the cold taking over my mind
The voices around whisper "Stop saying you're fine"
And I have nowhere to go but straight ahead.

Where am I going, where am I running?
There is nothing waiting for me anyway..
When I realize I'm going nowhere, I stop and stare.

Where is my heart, where are my feelings?
Where have I lost who I used to be?
Oh...I think I'm too far from the real me.

I hear your voice it is taking over my life
You can tell me where we're going, I'm right by your side,
Only I feel so different about you now.

Yes I still love you...Your voice gets me obsessed,
I need you to want me, I know lately I don't make much sense,
I guess I do love you differently, in a really destructive way.

But where is my heart, where are my feeling?
Did I really lose who I used to be?
I guess I am too far from the real me.