To My Son Miguel

You are there and I am here.
My Son made a mistake
For the drugs he sold unlawfully,
So we all must pay
Cause the law took my Son away.
Now he's in jail, and my heart is in pain
And all I could do is suffer and wait
I am now
Sad, cause I miss you so much
And I can not kiss you like I like so much;
I am now Mad, cause I can not help you,
In this place you're in now.
My God what kind of Mom was I or am now?

Self judgment about the choices I've made
It cuts my heart like a blade.
Son I know I failed you as a mother,
But I know your love will never fade
I love you more than words could ever
Explain why you did this and coast me
So much pain I try'd my hardest to give
You all I can but I guess it wasting
Enough you had to go play the selling
Drug game
Now look my son where you at in jail
And from there there's nothing you can
Do to take all your time back
But as a mother that loves you with all her
Heart here I will wait and pray for you
To come back