To My Best Friend GEESKI R.I.P

Something so hard goes straight to the soul it seems impossible to let you go

And my heart is left with a big hole

I'm trying to be happy wearing a smile but dying inside. the world

Seems to be fading and I just want to run and hide

Every where I go I think I see your face and realize how much I miss you my friend

Its sad to say that the day god took you he did realized that that day he took

A piece of me this has been so hard to have to deal with i still can not

Accept that your gone that I will never see you again that I will never get

That good morning call that afternoon call that good night call or see

Your number come thru my caller i,d period you was the only

Friend I had.. like I will always tell you I don't need no other friend I have my friend

Already picked out when you use to call me antisocial and my friend that friend was you

I want you to know ill never let you go you will always live in me what happened

Why you died I don't know and I know I will never know but all I know it just wasting

Your time to go you sound to happy to full of life you still had things

To do why did god has to be so cruel and take someone so loving so caring so loved

By so many people I guess he made a mistake they say he does makes mistakes

But this is a first and a big one mami you took part of my life with you when you left.

It just ain't right why why why that's my question baby girl I feel so alone without you

It don't matter who's around me who's with me you're still missing I wish I could call you and

Talk to you and tell you what's going on in my life and how I'm feeling you always had a way

To make me feel good to make me laugh to make me feel ok now I feel sad all the times

I look at my phone and ain't no jolies call on it god this was just not supposed to be this

Way this is just not right you took the most beautiful angel from us

Loving you always my baby love you will always live in me:(