To Loath to Love

I'm your puppet you control my heart strings
You control my actions and my mood swings
I'm under your spell though I act uncaring
I'm not going to lie I'm not good with sharing
I'm cold and distant yet I wish you were mine
Together we can face destiny and father time
My walls seem high-you can't get over
You're my sun my 4 leafed clover
This wasn't meant to be some soppy love story
I wasn't meant to shine on your glory
I just wanted to document our history, our life's
And how you pushed me in a ditch full of knives
But I'm strong and fierce I don't need anyone
So continue with your happiness your bits of fun