Tired of Living

I'm tired of living my life, I don't know how much more I can fight.

Is all this a test? I mean damn I'm doing my best.

I honestly thought nothing could bring me down, But I'm not so sure now.

My dads in jail once again, it never fails.

My moms outta state, I don't know how much more a teenager can take.

I'm ready to give up, I fuck up everything I touch.

Friends say there here, But there never near when i shed a tear.

I wanna cut, But I don't wanna be called a nut.

I'm lost.. How much does my worthless life cost?