Time to Forgive

Strangely I made a picture
Without you in it
The first time in a long time
I forgot about you
Heaven has forgiven you

But that doesn't mean I have to
God helped me let you go
It's time I started forgiving myself
It's so hard and confusing
I haven't really thought about what I want

It's been so long since I've thought about me
Now it's time I set myself free
Free from your grasp
Don't ask for my forgiveness
Cause it's useless

I can't I won't forgive you
Not now or ever
Just stay away
I'm gonna forgive myself
It's time I start
And time starts now.