Thoughts

I sit here thinking the same thought over an over and over again. They have lost their own meaning. But together they make me wonder. I can’t sleep at night cause of them. I can not rest peacefully with them in my head. They make no sense and have no value. They are just there. They don’t go away and they don’t actually stay. What they do is lay dormant until your vulnerable and unstable. Thy hit harder than a punch and dig deeper than a stab. They cause you to feel deep emotions, and always add insult to injury. They will make you lost., so you can never be found. They take away your time. They take away anything that they know you cant get back. So far deep in my head it seems as though it has been all I dream. They make me question about everything I am and what I have done, lived for, everything. They judge everything little thing, and always give negative feed back. I try to argue and fight back. But they always win. I am just another home to them. I have no special meaning, or anything good for them. They are just in my head until they want a new home. But when they leave, I cant help but think. How much I miss them.