This Loneliness

Emptiness sweeps through me in a shuddering wave
As I hold myself in imaginary embrace
with each labored breath I whisper your name
closing my cold eyes to conjure up your face

Misery wrenching my gut
Its iron claws twisting
Self-pitying and selfish I wallow
where no one but God is listening

Fade away to nothing
what have I become?
daughter of the moon I hide in the dark
far from the warmth of the sun

Where are you love?
why do you disown me?
please come find me my one
can you not see that I'm lonely?