These Two Eyes Stare At Me

These two eyes stare at me
Stare like the fire balls coming to hit me
I know it will dig into me
Revealing all that I never dared to tell myself ;
Revealing the love which has not yet struck the chords of my heart
Helplessly I’m falling apart.

I try to avoid him in vain
I know he knows all my pain ;
He knows what I been through
What I suffer
And how I made them suffer

Pages by pages, words by words
The instances of my life is flashing
Flashing like the burning flames
I want him to stop this irritating game.

Who are you...How could you do this?
You dig inside my soul...Plucks out every single detail
And I see all this shamelessly in your eyes
Picture by picture…dice by dice.

I’m furious and angry
Not at this soul searcher
But at my hypersensitive heart
That has decided to tear itself apart
Do not give up on yourself
And this merciless shadow will disappear itself.

In vain I try
In vain I cry
He will not go
He will stick with me
Till he suck the life from me.

He smiles…oh don’t!
You’re aura is enough to tempt me
May be my miseries make you shine
May be the fact that I rely on you
Makes you sublime.

I sometimes think you are happy at my sorrows
And that makes my heart hollow
I come close to you
Under your shadow
In the heart of your meadow.

I have to pay the price
To remain in your charm
I let you dominate me
Analyze me…reveal me
You’re like my guardian angel
Who should know everything about me
But still why do I wish that
These two eyes will never stare at me.