There Is A Way That Seems Right To A Man, But In The End It Leads To Death

I can't believe this is me!
I don't know what to do..
all I can say is,
I'm scared and too young
I don't want to be a mum
I am only 15,

Why did I do this again!
I didn't learn.. GOD HELP ME!!

Last time I was called a slut by all my friends!!
so I killed it!! I can't do it, I can't kill this one too!!!

And yet I'm too young,
15 with a baby.. it's stupid!!
then why do I feel so bad for doing what I know that's right???

I'm losing my mind, it's just too much for me...

Please please please help me!!!!!