The World Out There

I wish I new about the opportunities out there,
This crazy world out there who would care,
I wish I could show my feelings,
I would not be so scared of revealing

Deep inside I know this love is a white lie
Deep inside my heart hurts and makes me cry
I used to love you that much my heart skipped a beat
Now it has slowed down I want to find my feet

The days are passing these feelings are stronger
The passion love and romance I feel no longer
Stress and heartache this love feels fake
Sick of trying for a perfect life I'm trying to make

I thought a relationship worked to ways but it seems I do whatever you say
That's the way it seems to be
I open my eyes and now I see
You pressure me and stress me out
The reminder of our relationship is NOWT!