The Truth

Well you want the truth?
The truth about me ?
Well I'm fine...nice....and crazy....
I love my self so much and don't you dare judge me !
I am cool and your just a background
I am the bomb so don't question me.....

But to tell you the truth....

My self esteem is as low as a person with cancer
I hate my body.....hate my self
Hate this world and I just want to leave
I want to die so I don't have to look in the mirror everyday
It may seem like I love who I am BUT to tell you the truth you have no idea what I've been through

I've been through a lot
No trust from my mom...my dad is never there...who am I supposed 2 depended On....MYSELF
If I can't depend on myself what the point of being here ??

I may come off strong....but deep down inside I'm very fragile..