The Life of October Massacre - Chapter 5

The suffering I was in was terrifying the ride to my so-called "home" was terrible. My "family" became more aware that I was in the so-called "love at first sight". The ride was cruel; why didn't I know that Spirit and Kristoff were together? Oh yeah... amnesia. So I sat in the car with silence trying not to open my mouth. All I think of is Kristoff. "I feel like a stalker; why do I love him, I never wanted this for my fault and the people who I call strangers not family."

"I'm so sorry October, I'm really sorry for almost attacking you, I've always had feelings for him for a long time. I can't stand that you didn't know we were together. I forgot that you forgot the family; I'm really sorry." She cried. "So did you finally have love at first sight?"

"Yes... I-I d-did." I said, "But I really want to be with him and I feel I would die for him..."

What was I doing? Why do I feel comfort from the women that tried to kill me.... I am happy she apologized, yet I was scared of her, too scared. At least the guy who saved me was sitting next to her in the passenger seat. The thought that I almost killed my own kind scares me. I turned around; there was Kristoff sitting in the other car thinking of something. I do remember his thinking face. He would grab his chin and rub his pointing finger against it. It made me smile. Just seeing him makes me blush.

"I feel that everyday but it wasn't in love at first sight, it grew and grew larger and larger of every date we went on. This was about 1943, that the creator of vampire time, and I was never at love at first sight. I would always hope it would happen yet I found Kristoff at the age of 19 and he was 16 when I found him." Spirit remarked, "I changed him when he was 18 that was the greatest time ever. I love him as my own husband, then we grew a family. Alexander is the oldest, he's 17. Even though we say were adopted they don't know that we don't have parents."

"And you were left on our porch and thought you were human. We figured to feed you human food, yet you hated it. So we tried blood; we found out you were half-human, half-vampire. He loved you from the start, Kristoff. He protect you from anyone and everything. If you fell, he'll pick you up. Make you feel so much better, he wouldn't let any of the kids touch you. Because he thought your blood smelt or smells so strong that he made sure they didn't hurt you when they were newborns. I guess he loved you first."

"Well I feel bad for whtat I did; I can't fix for what I feel," I said, "Do you know what happend to me at the hospital, when my eyes truned red.

"It is said that when you are chosen, the legend goes if you have red eyes you are stronger then any vampire in the world," she said, well that's what I heard."

Alexander looked annoyed; I wish he didn't. We arrived at the house, it was huge. I know it didn't help me, I was too confused. So confused it made my head hurt. I got out of the car, and my so-called sister glared, and hissed. I hissed back. I assume she and Alexander doesn't like me. Yet, I was thinking of Amanda, wondering where she was. I wanted to ask Kristoff, yet I knew he didn't want to talk to me for what I did, yet she was on my mind for a while. At least an hour, when I was wondering where she was. I looked out the window on the second floor was a swing set in the backyard. So I stopped looking for Amanda.
Then, I decided to take it for a spin, and decided to make it entertaining.

I went out there and sat on the swing and there was an open night sky tied with stars. The seat made of oak and the tree of maple filled my nose with a sweetness, smelt familiar.

"I remember you would come home everyday at after school; sit here and read your favorite book. You always made me smile, as I am right now." Kristoff said making me jump.

"I'm sorry I should go." I said walking away, knowing that we wouldn't be together made a tear come down my face. Then he grabbed me by the arm, saying I don't want you to leave.

"I don't want any trouble and I love you, ever since I met you as a baby, that's why I waited for you to turn sixteen. To see what you feel; it was love at first sight for me and you. It's a gift and a curse. I'll never stop and protect you to the end..."