The Insanity of A Loner
This story isn't related about Final Reunion. However, it's a story about a loner who was waiting for the girl's reply. As times passed, he grew insane when he had to wait for her reply.
They say a loner can be twisted and insane when he had nothing to do and when someone ignored his messages. In addition, when his patience grows thin, his insanity will increase, causing the destruction in his physical and mental self.
For once, there was actually a person; he was a loner as well, however, he had friends, but he could even hardly go out hanging out with them. He had self control and had a thick patience with kindness. However, ever since his graduation, his mind was empty, and he felt that he lost a person important to him.
As he got home, he wanted to send a message to the person who was very important to him. He wanted to ask her if she will be free by the 12th December, he waited and waited until he received a reply from her. As he looked her reply, he felt that her replies were seemed lifeless, even so, he trusted her a lot and he had to see if she would be free that day.
As time passes by, his patience grew thinner and thinner, thinking that the girl seemed lied to him about her unoccupied day on the 12th. So he tried to send her a message again to make sure. As the message sent away, he waited, however, even until the end of the day; he still waited for her reply.
The next day, the loner’s patience has gone rapidly as he had nothing to do, even if he wanted to send a message to the girl, he felt that she will be feeling annoyed. So in the end, he had to call it a day. However, before he could go to sleep, he heard screams inside his own mind.
On the week before the 12th, his insanity grew as he felt ignored. He intends to destroy everything, however, despite his remaining patience; he had to message his friend for a change. He asked her if the girl would be away oversea earlier than he was told. He thought that she would ignore him as well, fortunately, he did receive a reply.
He wished he could text messaging with her, however, he knew that he had limitations in text messaging. So he stopped messaging his friend so he could save the remaining for the day he waited for. Even so, he spent his entire day inside his own house and rarely ever comes out.
The next day, three days before 12th December, he had enough and decided to go out for a jog. At the beginning, it satisfies him, however, one day later, two days remaining before the day he waited, he grew tired and bored of jogging at the same place. So he had no other choice but to wait for that day.
One day before 12th December, he grew twisted and decided to message the girl if she is ready for their first outing. However, he received only one reply that gave him total insanity. He felt that she grew tired of him sending messages to her. Feeling with tense of worries, he sent a reply to her, hoping that she would reply. However, few hours had passed, he received nothing from her.
As he kept silent, he stared his phone for a while, believing that she would reply, however, he still received nothing. Believed that she was like his old friend that transferred to an International School last year, he kept holding it, until he burst with rage.
He took out a tube and started to destroy everything in his room, screaming through his mind, feeling much pain and agony, he ripped up every single of his school magazines. As he made a huge mess, he made things worse as he destroyed his own furniture, he even punched a mirror with his bare hand, cause his hand bleeding.
However, the destruction he made weren’t satisfied as his mind kept viewing the times he had with the girl. As he went insane, he tried to rip his own skins apart however, he never pleased as he only managed to bleed himself with a scratch. Believing that his memories with a girl are far more painful, he tried to destroy himself.
His mind was completely filled with insanity when he scratched his own head until it bleeds badly. After hours of destruction, his rage finally calms slowly and he realized that only time will tell if she would come or not. In the end, he sat down and sighed as he hopelessly waiting for the girl’s reply.
For once, there was actually a person; he was a loner as well, however, he had friends, but he could even hardly go out hanging out with them. He had self control and had a thick patience with kindness. However, ever since his graduation, his mind was empty, and he felt that he lost a person important to him.
As he got home, he wanted to send a message to the person who was very important to him. He wanted to ask her if she will be free by the 12th December, he waited and waited until he received a reply from her. As he looked her reply, he felt that her replies were seemed lifeless, even so, he trusted her a lot and he had to see if she would be free that day.
As time passes by, his patience grew thinner and thinner, thinking that the girl seemed lied to him about her unoccupied day on the 12th. So he tried to send her a message again to make sure. As the message sent away, he waited, however, even until the end of the day; he still waited for her reply.
The next day, the loner’s patience has gone rapidly as he had nothing to do, even if he wanted to send a message to the girl, he felt that she will be feeling annoyed. So in the end, he had to call it a day. However, before he could go to sleep, he heard screams inside his own mind.
On the week before the 12th, his insanity grew as he felt ignored. He intends to destroy everything, however, despite his remaining patience; he had to message his friend for a change. He asked her if the girl would be away oversea earlier than he was told. He thought that she would ignore him as well, fortunately, he did receive a reply.
He wished he could text messaging with her, however, he knew that he had limitations in text messaging. So he stopped messaging his friend so he could save the remaining for the day he waited for. Even so, he spent his entire day inside his own house and rarely ever comes out.
The next day, three days before 12th December, he had enough and decided to go out for a jog. At the beginning, it satisfies him, however, one day later, two days remaining before the day he waited, he grew tired and bored of jogging at the same place. So he had no other choice but to wait for that day.
One day before 12th December, he grew twisted and decided to message the girl if she is ready for their first outing. However, he received only one reply that gave him total insanity. He felt that she grew tired of him sending messages to her. Feeling with tense of worries, he sent a reply to her, hoping that she would reply. However, few hours had passed, he received nothing from her.
As he kept silent, he stared his phone for a while, believing that she would reply, however, he still received nothing. Believed that she was like his old friend that transferred to an International School last year, he kept holding it, until he burst with rage.
He took out a tube and started to destroy everything in his room, screaming through his mind, feeling much pain and agony, he ripped up every single of his school magazines. As he made a huge mess, he made things worse as he destroyed his own furniture, he even punched a mirror with his bare hand, cause his hand bleeding.
However, the destruction he made weren’t satisfied as his mind kept viewing the times he had with the girl. As he went insane, he tried to rip his own skins apart however, he never pleased as he only managed to bleed himself with a scratch. Believing that his memories with a girl are far more painful, he tried to destroy himself.
His mind was completely filled with insanity when he scratched his own head until it bleeds badly. After hours of destruction, his rage finally calms slowly and he realized that only time will tell if she would come or not. In the end, he sat down and sighed as he hopelessly waiting for the girl’s reply.
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