The Heart

I used to have hope...
Of you loving me
I used to be day dreaming
But I am enough of hoping & dreaming
It's time to wake up...
To see reality...

To move on....
To look ahead & not behind
You told me once you couldn't sleep....
& that you were thinking of me!!
When you love her & not me!!
It's hard to face this pain...

Pain of you are not mine!!
My mind keeps telling me
Give up on him....
But my heart keeps me near you!!
I'm trying to move....
But I always end up thinking of you!!

I need to find my way....
Away from you...
From this love!!
I am lost
Please someone finds me
It hurts so bad

The fact that you never leave my mind & heart !!
I fight the tears....
Knowing that you don't belong to me!!
When will it end?!
When will I be fine?!
Will I keep hoping?!

Will you tell me I LOVE YOU!!
Questions without answers....
Just an open road
Not knowing which path to take....
I just walk....
Wishing desperately

That I won't turn around AGAIN
& that may be I would finally move on....