The Demon in Me

I'm trying and I'm pushing to keep you contained
I'm trying hard not to lose it to keep refrained
But your clawing and the nails dig in
You bring up every lie and every sin

So my face is contorts in silent screams
You never leave me you haunt my dreams
And I shudder because you're a part of me
And now I know I'll never be free

Your my dark secrets my hidden desires
I burn in the heat of the constant fires
You make me see the world in shades of gray and black
The worst thing is I can't even fight you back

Inside I'm dying I'm getting weaker
I know I'm getting slower, meeker
So I'm losing this battle there's no use trying
But when you take over I'm fleeing, flying.