The Death Wish Dirge Song For My Christin

I wish, I was alive
I could run to the river,
I wish, I was asleep
Then I would always dream of her...

I wish, I could see
I would look in the mirror,
Her reflection, in me
Suddenly seems all more clearer...

...her presence mesmerize
And she always cry
On my grave,
And when she’s gone away
Her love always stay, with me...

A strange, emotion
Reveals itself in my death,
Feelings, of lonesome
As my lover starts loving again...

Pushed, to the edge
Memories of the suicide grows,
Stretched, to the edge
All that I own is this hole...

...her presence mesmerize
And she always cry
On my grave,
And when she’s gone away
Her love always stay, with me...

I wish, I could kiss her
Her absence really hurts
I wish, she would visit
I would tell her just how much i miss her

She goes, to places
Where I can’t follow her,
She sleeps, inside them
I think that I am ignored ...

...her presence mesmerize
Now she never cries
Anymore,
She had gone away
Her love slowly fades
Within me...
Her presence die with in me...
Her name slowly downs in memory...
Christine!
At least she is happy
And not a parody
Like me...
O god the calamity!

I wish, you were dead
Then we could be always together,
I wish I could mend,
Then I would not wish this upon her...