The Choking Game

That game that he played
the way that he died
When I found out what happened
It killed me inside

It happened so fast
Never saw it coming
Now I'm always sad
It will stay that way as long as I last

When I heard
I wanted to die
cry and hide
I know it was absurd

I felt helpless
I just wanted to cry
Just want to curl up
I almost feel hopeless

I try not to cry
I can't keep the tears in
I let them flow
because he died

I want to join him
someday I will
So i await that day
My life goes dim.