Sweet Torture

My life was just like a
Cloud.
Boring, perfect, full of
Studies..
The same black and white
Colors revolved around as
If they would never
Change.
Getting up everyday,in the
Same room;
Going to the same old
School;

Seeing the same old
Teachers;
Reading the same old
Books;
Never seemed to be an
Easy job for me.
The same daily routine
Sucked the hell out of me
But I never complained.
I thought I knew what
Would happen next-
"NOTHING"

But your arrival in my
Melancholy life changed
Everything.
I was drowning in the sea
Of sadness and you saved
Me just like a lifeguard.
In my dark life,you came as
Silver lining.

I know you have a
Girlfriend now
And I also know that you
Love her a lot.
But tell me, do you love her
More than me?
Whenever I see the
Flashback of those
Memories,

Flashback of our memories,
I become satisfied.
At least, we were together
At some point of time.
Many times you tried to
Tell me that you loved me,
And every time I ignored it.
But tell me now, do I mean
Nothing to you now.
Do you even know that when you still look at me and smile, it feels like heaven.

Sweet torture.
But I make myself firm.
But then again your hand touch my hand, and, I feel......
Just stop your delicious torture otherwise I will die..
After I met you, you made my life colorful as rainbow.
The clouds shed all its teardrops in the form of rain, and now it was only the rainbow that mattered.
But again,those gray clouds are filling up my life.
And your sweet torture is the only thing which keeps those clouds away.
I think my life was meant to be like this- cloudy, rainy, rainbowish.
But I never knew that your sweet torture would make me feel like heaven.