Suicide Romance

My own personal romance with suicide...opinions please!!
For years now,
I have had an affair.
What's wrong with me...
Nobody cares.
It's a long story
I suppose,
About the one habit
I believe I chose.
When you yell at me
and call me a c***,
it makes me wonder
why you're so upfront.
And when these tings happen,
In my miserable life,
I can't help but
answer the call of my knife.
These scars on my body,
No, they're not your fault.
It's all my doing,
It's all my fault.
Why can't I be normal?
I ask myself all the time.
Why can't I erase
This life of mine.

I guess I'm done complaining now.

By Erin Robins
Published: 6/5/2008
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