*~Suicide Dream*~

What is suicide?
Suicide is that wonderful dream
Of shooting yourself and ending your life,
A dream of letting go your pain and strife

Suicide is what I think of each day and night
When I think of it,
It makes me want to take that knife..
And slice every inch of my body to show the pain I feel inside.

Suicide is the tourniquet to the twisted life I live,
Of many lies and dying dreams

I go to the nearest bitch and scream!

Oh how I hate what you call life so here and now i take my life.
I shoot myself in the head

A police officer shows up at my door
And tells my parents I am now dead.

My parents scream with grief
And told each other they should have listened to me
When I told them I was depressed.

They hate each other now for not listening,
And blame themselves for this mess,

I hear their grief
I sit there and laugh
And think to myself
"If you payed attention to me you wouldn’t be in this mess!"