Suffocating

I felt very alone when I wrote this and very detached from everyone I know...
I can now see why people don't like me
I'm not pretty,
I'm a bitch,
I hang out with people better then me
And I don't care about anyone else

People say I'm pretty
But I don't believe them
Because if I'm so pretty
Why the f*ck do guys go for other people?
If I'm so great and light up a room
Why don't I have someone who cares about me
Why do I sit in my room at night crying
While everyone else feels loved?
I just don’t get it anymore
People who like me
I don't want them
Their more like a friend to me
But the people I do want,
Others get them before I have a chance

I'm sick of it
I'm sick of crying,
I'm sick of feeling like shit
I just want it to end in any way I can
Please someone help me
I'm suffocating in your shadow

By Leah Feldtmann
Published: 6/19/2008 		Your Contributions: Tell us a Poem! You don't have to be a Buzzle.com author to contribute to Poetry Bee. Submit a poem of your own right now!
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