Stupid Life..

This thing happened when I was three.
He tugged and pulled all my clothes off
As I silently whimpered to myself.
He touched me in places that felt so wrong...
I was lost with discomfort as he explored my body
I cried out loud when he started to pinch
I closed my eyes trying to think it was just a dream.
But as everything eased and he finally let go
I ran to my room...
Trying to forget this faux.
But, now I’m thirteen,
And it's happened again...
I trusted this boy..
But he only wanted one thing..
So when I said no..
He started to force me...
Angry... horrified and sorrow filled me.
As I began to notice,
My life spins in circles
Time will repeat himself...
And leave me drenched inn sorrow..