Stuck And Confused

Sitting here thinking of us
Thinking what this relationship has become
How when we argue you're stuck on my past
I've asked you over and over again leave my past in the past
But that is something you cannot do
That is why I'm stuck and confused.
Do I sit back and take all you're mentally abused
Or do I move on and start something new.
I know what I've done will follow me around
That's why I don't need a reminder from your nasty mouth.
Sometimes I wonder do you realize the pain that I endure
Every-time you open one of my past doors.
Sometimes I wonder do you think before you talk
Or that you're hurting the one you so call adore.
When I'm with you I don't even feel loved
I feel like a flesh you use for fun.
There are times you don't even give me a kiss
Unless we're in the bed doing the nasty thing.
I told you once and I'll tell you again
A relationship's should not be so hard and cause so much pain.
One thing you should know in life we all make mistakes
It's up to the next person do they leave or do they stay
And if they forgive and decide to stay
That mistake should right there and then be dead.
I'm not asking you to forget about my past
But am sure asking you to stop making me feel like I'm trash