Story of My Life
Like keeping a journal everything is true some days I'm happier than others......comment if you'd like
9/29
Its late. 11:50 at night. I have school tomorrow. I'm talking to my friend. We r not exactly having a good convo. Right now we are both crying. I cry about 10 tears then I'm chill and then I start again.
Anyway, I'm crying for multiple reasons. I like this boy. He has a girlfriend....but he likes me, my best friend asked him and he said yeah. Him and his girlfriend have gone out before, then they broke up and then now they go out again...last time he broke up with her everyone hated him for a while. His girlfriend doesn't treat him good though. She said today he was to complicated. I guess she doesn't know how lucky she is to have him. He deserves so much better.
Ever since her he doesn't come to practice smiling. He doesn't really laugh anymore. All I see are a bunch of fake smiles. I miss the old him. When we laughed together and smiled. I miss him.
Another reason is, my other friend is overly depressed and he is scaring me. I don't like it. I want everyone to be happy.......but ya not gonna happen........
the third reason is my best friend is unhappy....and ya well that should explain it.
Ya soo I think I'm done writing right now Ima go stare at the moon. Bye bye......I'll write later.
Its late. 11:50 at night. I have school tomorrow. I'm talking to my friend. We r not exactly having a good convo. Right now we are both crying. I cry about 10 tears then I'm chill and then I start again.
Anyway, I'm crying for multiple reasons. I like this boy. He has a girlfriend....but he likes me, my best friend asked him and he said yeah. Him and his girlfriend have gone out before, then they broke up and then now they go out again...last time he broke up with her everyone hated him for a while. His girlfriend doesn't treat him good though. She said today he was to complicated. I guess she doesn't know how lucky she is to have him. He deserves so much better.
Ever since her he doesn't come to practice smiling. He doesn't really laugh anymore. All I see are a bunch of fake smiles. I miss the old him. When we laughed together and smiled. I miss him.
Another reason is, my other friend is overly depressed and he is scaring me. I don't like it. I want everyone to be happy.......but ya not gonna happen........
the third reason is my best friend is unhappy....and ya well that should explain it.
Ya soo I think I'm done writing right now Ima go stare at the moon. Bye bye......I'll write later.
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