Still Learning How

When you act like you don't care
My heart starts to open; it starts to tear
I love my heart; and hates when it has pain
So I cut my arm and bust a vein
My cheeks are rosey red, I get real dizzy in my head
Remember all those times I bled
Do you miss me at all?
If so just give me a call.
Your all I want and all I need
Getting you back is what I plead
I'm tired of crying
& I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of pleading
And I'm tired of bleeding
So I'm giving up on you
And all the bullshit you put me through
All the games are over now
I'm gonna forget you; but I'm still learning how..