Death

I'm starring death in the face,
Could it be my life full of disgrace?
I been put in this world for a reason,
Maybe I just been teasing,
I been hurt so much before,
I go and hurt the girl I adore,
The pain I give her,
Nobody there her body shivers,
Death is right around the corner,
I’m just on the border,
I want to get out of this world,
But I don’t want to leave my girl,
Think bout it day and night,
Going to be a never ending sight,
Can’t show her the real me,
So guess she will never see,
I can’t live,
I want to give,
Give it all,
So I got to stand tall,
More I think,
More I shrink,
She deserves better,
Maybe the boy that sending her letters,
I’m not mad,
I’m glad,
She still has someone,
Right now I have no one,
So right now,
I’m starring death in the face.